the days that I feel sad for no reason?
the mornings that I don’t feel capable of getting out of bed?
the sleeping too much, or sleeping too little?
the break downs I have over absolutely nothing?
the eating too much, or eating too little?
the nights I begin to cry because I feel so overwhelmed, even though everything is going right.?
the 50 pounds I carry in my chest at all times?
the need to constantly be distracted (being on social media, playing video games, watching movies or shows, or working all the time) because I can’t trust myself with my thoughts for longer than 3 minutes?
the friendships that have suffered because of my inability to function?
the hurtful thoughts and actions I have towards myself?
or is it the tears I have because I don’t know why I feel so worthless, when I know I should feel happy?