Lost in a tavern of doubt Darkness deepens the drought Peace concocted with anger The fury sparks a flame My sorrow is filled with pain My sole aim is to tame the voices echoing Swarming around like bees Chaos and calamity
My mental capacity to see Out of this dark hole Is tarnished I resent the very things I can't contain My tears stain my shirts sleeve I sleep with one eye open, The demons terrorize my dreams I fear what I can overcome
I am succumb by disillusioned thoughts My heart, as heavy as shackled feet The dust becomes my perfume The aroma of death touches my shoulder I am an anomaly, eagerly waiting for liberty Conformity is my enemy But it's crude lips deceive me Saying I should strip myself of individuality
To be molded by confusion To taste the vile poison of humanity's flaws The struggle The battle The despair Dig me a hole, six feet under And lower me in with the maggots and worms Cover me in darkness
Tell me I'm not here Tell me lies I can believe And yet with such shocking imagery Nothing compares to the nightmare of reality There is no escape from this tragedy Cursed from birth Birthed in destruction I am nothing.