When I look into the mirror I see a girl- A girl who hides behind her skin I see a girl- A girl with a look in her eyes A look of regret A look of sorrow A look of a painful experience I see what you've made me to be I am a victim of yours I am the girl they talk about I am your victim I am the girl you damaged I am your victim You're ******* victim - When I look into the mirror I see nobody I feel nobody I hear nobody When I look into the mirror I see the fear blazing into my eyes I feel the masculine of your hands beaming down on me I hear your muffled groans and audible grunts I am what you've made me to be ----- I had a life I planned a future I wanted love I wanted a husband I wanted children - I wanted so **** much but- I want you, I want you dead Buried six feet plus in the **** soiled ground I want you gone Banished to hell! ---- When I look into the mirror I see the outcome of my most horrid nightmare I feel the bile rising in my throat because you never fail to make me sick- I fear you I hate you I ******* HATE YOU But you're the only one I can think about. --- I was raised I was loved I loved too But you took that from me You took so much from me Confidence, you took from me Bluntness, you took from me Pride, you took from me I believed in myself I had faith in myself But you took that from me ----- I see you, Often enough On the streets, selling dope Riding around, lookin for ****** In my dreams, ****** me again! You destroyed me, you took my womanhood away You did this to me! - LOOK AT ME! - I can't walk outside alone because of you I avoid alleys because of you I hide behind tinted sunglasses hoping and praying I don't run into you -- You changed my life in more ways than you can imagine I am not the same person I used to be I am not the same person I was last year I am not the same person who completed high school I'm not same person who politely introduced myself to you I am not the same person my parents knew me as I- I-... I am nobody -- All because you took myself from me.