If you only knew how..
how much i’ve been through..
how much pain i inflict on myself..
even though it really doesn't hurt it just takes the pain away for not long.
If you knew how hard i try..    
to be enough for you..
for society..
for the world..
earth and beyond.
If you knew how many scars i have you’d change your mind..
but you dont know.
If you knew you’d
be scared..
hate me perhaps.