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Jun 2015
"Suicide..."
They whisper to me...
"You are out of Time...
Don't you see..."

Have I lost My Sanity?
I've been bullied...
Since grade three...

"Take the Knife..."
They ordered me...
"Slit your throat...
Then you can leave...
From this world,
Eternally..."

"DON'T!"
She calls to me...

But...
She doesn't know...

"Run it through..."
They persuaded me...
"Let it loose,
Set it Free...
Forget about your...
Quandaries..."

They've...
convinced* me...
"We know how you feel...
You are lost...
You are...
Suffering..."


"Run away...
I Sing to me...
"From The Problems...
They've bestowed on me...
Just take the knife...
And let it be...
I don't Need...
This Family..."

"Don't listen to them..."
She pleas...

I look at the girl...In front of me...
Her soul--Empty...
Her eyes--Bleak...
Crying an Endless-Tearless Sea...

Staring back...My reflection speaks...
"I've given up...
Mentally...
My heart is tired...
Emotionally..."

She asks...
"Giving up...
Means They win...
Is this worth their heartless grins?
Think of why...
You've survived their sins..."


They laughed and hissed...
"Don't listen..."

But...
I've survived their sins...
Survived so far...
Because of The Reasons...

They are furious...
"Have you lost your Sanity?
She is Crazy...
Don't you see?"


They drown her out with their screams...
"Take the Knife!
TAKE YOUR LEAVE!
WE DON'T NEED YOUR IDENTITY!"


"Shut Up!"
I cry in angered screams...
"Why should I care?
You mean nothing to me!
You are nothing but Insanity!
Pressure! Depression! Anxiety!"

"Somebody...
Help Me..."

I wanted to live...
To continue to thrive...
Live a life full of fun...
And to say I've survived...

I've wanted to experience...
My future that awaits...
The day I'll make a difference...
And overcome my hate...

But...
I can't...anymore...
I lost my voice...
Since grade four...

My mind is something...
I never Speak...
People are creating...
My Identity...

I suffer from...
Anxiety...
I sometimes believe...
I've lost Sanity...
Depression still Stays with me...

But I'm still here...
And I survived...
I came back stronger
I Revived...

And now I'm Chasing
After My Dream...
Of becoming someone...
That I want to be...
Clovina
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Clovina  19/California
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