forget me
as I forget myself
when I know I've never felt
so lacking

so now

I'm just here laughing.
it's all one big *** joke
and this is all a dream.

surely we're all sleepwalking.

strange thing
I step outside my being
& walk around feeling fresh & dazey
certain I can't be sure of anything.

windy winding whining about wonderful

wonderful nothing.



strange thing I

absolutely love you.



don't look at me, *****,
you
make me sick.


I'm kidding.

& I'm
such a bore, & I'm so so
so very interesting

I just love happy endings.