I'd rather be dead, than this deep in my head. I hate that I can only lay here and dread. The things that she does when I'm not in her bed. I can't ******* stand it, I won't find relief. But my love isn't a lie, and I know from this grief. I can't say a thing to try to change her mind. And maybe in time, I'll never be fine. The love that I long for, that I want to be mine. Is impossible to have, so I'll stop wasting my time. I should just fight for her heart or give up my obsession. I don't care about learning any ****** ******* lessons. I want to be yours and you to be mine. Beleive what I'm saying, cause it's about time. I don't wanna miss my chance, or else I'll regret. Having fallen so hard for her, without trying my best.