Guess where I slept
last night?
Lydia asks me

no idea
I say

the cot bed again
as my sister
and her Spiv boyfriend
wanted the bed
and I was turfed out
and Gloria

-her big sister-

said Mum said
she could as the boyfriend
has been kicked out
of his digs
and he needs a bed
for a few nights

we cross over
the New Kent Road
by the Zebra Crossing
the sky is overcast
dark clouds

and later while
I was supposed
to be asleep  
Gloria says
are you asleep Lydia?

I pretended
to be asleep
and my eyes closed
facing the wall
my backside
sticking out
as its too small for me

she's asleep
Gloria told her boyfriend

good
he says

and I heard funny noises

what funny noises?
I ask

odd sounds
like the Spiv
is trying suffocate her

I know she's a pain
in the ****
but he doesn't have
to try and suffocate her

but I said nothing
just pretended
to be sleeping
then it gets even nosier
and Gloria says to him
more more
and I thought
more what?

but I never asked
I just guessed
he was giving her
some sweets or something

we stop in front
of the ABC cinema
and look at
the small photos
outside showing
what film is on

isn't that Marilyn Monroe?
she asks
in the photos

yes it is
I say

so what do you think
about sharing sweets
at bedtime?
she asks me
do all people do that
who sleep in the same bed
share sweets?

I guess so
I say
but my brother
and I don't
we just sleep
after nights are out

but she says
I wish I knew what
the fight was all about.