My life is weird
Nothing feels right
All that's going on in my head is a war
I sit and smile
But inside I'm screaming
Crying
Pleading

I don't know what's wrong
I want to know
Please
Dear God above
Make this stop

What's going on anymore?
Heck if I knew
Things aren't what they used to be
Can things just go back to normal?

But what is normal?
I don't know if I know what normal is
I don't think this is it though

You keep saying that you're doing what's best
Maybe for you, but not for me
I wish you could just truly see
What's going on inside of me