Honestly


I just
Want
To
Crawl
On
My
Bed
And
Cry

Honestly

I
Don't
Know
How
I
Feel

Honestly

I
Want
To
Disappear

Right Here
Right Now

Honestly

I just want every little piece of my body
To forget every little piece of you
Even your laughs
Your habits
Your everything

I want to forget our late night talks
And how we stayed up until 4 am that Christmas morning
Laughing so  hard that I couldn't breathe anymore

But
It
Seems
Impossible

Your smile is like a patch that was sewn in my brain
Your words find me in the darkest nights
And my heart fills with
Happiness that lasts only for a hour

Then I'm back to being depressed and regretting what I did.

Honestly

I
Can't
Figure
Out
Anything
Right
Now

If you're reading this,
I want to forget us.