It was a sham. I guess I'm dumb. I joined a cult. I really did. I thought I was smart. I joined a cult And stayed seventeen years. And had children. And gave my kids and my own youth to a cult. I can finally swallow it. The fact! They didn't love me. They used me up. Me, like a masochistic **** actress. Eager to be used, hungry to be ruined.
I'm lucky I'm ok. It's not because I'm smart. Or really changed I wish to give myself So thoroughly. I wish a cult would love me for my absolute abandon Of self.
Sorry for the earnest, I can't make it clever quite yet