Throughout our marriage,
I wanted to please one man, you.

It broke my heart in more ways than two,
When i found out it was different for you.

You got pleasure from me, so you say
But dreamed and schemed to get what she and all the others can give you, even if you'll have to pay.

A favor you could grant,
A simple chore, a lift , perhaps to start.
Then what?
Gifts?
Bags, shoes and all.
A car, a house et al.

Who knows what else your lust might demand from you.

You didn't realize that as you gave,
You lost.

You gave her your eyes,
You lost my trust.
You gave of your time,
You lost our peace.
You gave her a piece of your heart,
You lost mine that you vowed never to part.

All for what?
For a night.
For pleasure.
For lust.

I have obviously failed you,
Did it ever cross your mind that if you'd had her, you might've failed her too?

All throughout our marriage,
I wanted to please one man, you.
Now i wonder, could there be another man who could please me too?