Inside my head is like the storming of the Bastille, it's kind of unreal, but the noise is immense, cells being ransacked, thoughts being hijacked, if feels like I'm packing a service revolver with the barrel aimed square at my eyes.
Wednesday's alway begin with the feeling that I have been broken into, in two, and I always knew that they would.
These walls tumble down and the crown I once wore is no more, the eyes see it all as I fall and I still fall as if I never learned anything at all. In the Bastille and I can't even speak French, someone says, (probably me) 'not much of a wrench then to leave then, is it?'
I can't answer that one, my mind is too far gone and Wednesday drops its bomb as I wake.