How the **** do you go from calling me Baby girl to *****? Keep your soft kisses to yourself Even when the thought of my hips Let's you whisper in my ear All the things You'd love to see. Stop. I was yours only as long as Your smile was wide enough to let me fly Even cages of gold are still metal enough To damage the wings of a butterfly. I made myself vulnerable to you. You grasped my trust by the neck and Carelessly let your fingers tighten. And yet... I was the problem, After you forced me to my knees with shame and Promises that could never be and The flush in my cheeks when you said how you'd touch me - I was the one who smothered your heart When you held your arms over my head so All I could see was your scars, And I cried for you Apparently that makes me abusive, Telling you to respect my body after I Let you see the parts of me that inspire All of my fear and shame Makes me unstable. Tell me...how can you go from Loving my eyes to hating the truth in them When we stare through the doorway to A future I shut and locked the window on - Don't give me the key.