I don't know if I can feel love anymore. I know that there's many people who care a lot about me, but I don't know where the warm fuzzy feeling in my chest went. I only feel pain. I only feel my ghosts replace the air in my lungs with poison, as they curl up inside me, so I can't breathe.
I don't know if I can feel relaxed anymore. I know there are times where I'm not completely tense, but I don't know how to relax my shoulders, because they're always tensed up to protect me. I only feel anxiety gripping me tighter everyday. I only feel fuzzy, not in my heart, but in my head.
I don't know what happened to the good feelings, because all I feel is pain.