It been awhile , and I still struggling with laying them down.
Even though they are gone, there still apart of me craving them.
Even though you fill me up daily with strength enough to stand.
Still the battles that I have to go through are still there today.
The same battles that was calmed by me lighting up the cigarette.
After I smoke a cigarette I was calm for awhile anyway Lord.
Now there is nothing here to calm the ragging rivers within me.
I know that you could, but you leave the ragging rivers ragging within me.
So I need your help heal me of these rivers ragging within me today.