Mar 2015
iHave Your Mind
In Circles.
Stressed And Worried over me.
All Because of my disease
Yes I know its so unfair
That You Have to go through this
Through My Comedown And Rages iThrow All
Because of tweak.
Your Minds In Trama
Because Of what you know about my past
Feeling Tortured
Once i Spoke About the lies ive told you.
This Problem i Have Affected Us Too.
Its daily Thoughts & Doubts
Wether im really where i Say Im At
If il Pick Up Or if i used.
Instead Of Missing me And waiting till You See me
Having Thoughts Of Always Wanting to be with me
You Have the complete Opposite
Cause you dont know If you should believe me
In Circles.
Stressed And Worried over me.
All Because of my disease
Yes I know its so unfair
That You Have to go through this
Through My Comedown And Rages iThrow All
Because of tweak.
Your Minds In Trama
Because Of what you know about my past
Feeling Tortured
Once i Spoke About the lies ive told you.
This Problem i Have Affected Us Too.
Its daily Thoughts & Doubts
Wether im really where i Say Im At
If il Pick Up Or if i used.
Instead Of Missing me And waiting till You See me
Having Thoughts Of Always Wanting to be with me
You Have the complete Opposite
Cause you dont know If you should believe me
My boyfriend was there By my side the 3rd time i Was sent to residential
he was there supporting me and helping me.
he seemed to develope feelings for me through the phone calls we would give eachother
when i had gotten out of rehab he suprised me with baloons and gifts.
so happy i made it.
2 weeks later i relapsed and he was devastated
felt all his help and time was all worth less
time passed bye
arguments after fights
we later go together
made a deal
i give up drugs for his love
i lied and still went on using
later on i confessed about so much
since then hes been doubtful on my every move
he was there supporting me and helping me.
he seemed to develope feelings for me through the phone calls we would give eachother
when i had gotten out of rehab he suprised me with baloons and gifts.
so happy i made it.
2 weeks later i relapsed and he was devastated
felt all his help and time was all worth less
time passed bye
arguments after fights
we later go together
made a deal
i give up drugs for his love
i lied and still went on using
later on i confessed about so much
since then hes been doubtful on my every move
