sleepy it's one am. and the colors are flowing remember those lights changing in the attic, sloped ceilings and a hookah we sat on the floor and he stared at the doorknob, and we discussed the width of the closet pillows on the ground, people on the pillows, faces in shadows, smiles and heavy-lidded eyes love for those friends who aren't friends but are. love for those friends who are more.
we drink we smoke we laugh we listen to grime and dance around the tin foil and smoke and the blinds are closed and the door is locked and we have to be quiet because shh, the neighbors. and I didn't know you before but now i do because you're drunk and i don't know what i am but i said hi and you adjusted your yellow beanie and smiled at me. you make music, i learn, and we talk and we talk and we talk
then driving, the streetlights flood, he said it was like surfing and that he was chill and he couldn't remember and he stepped in the snow with socked feet, he lost his birkenstocks he found his birkenstocks he flipped his hair and his red eyes were content and then Let it Be came on the radio and I sang the tune while my legs twitched and my foot twitched on the gas pedal and she laughed from the backseat and I wondered how wide the road was and how much air there is to breathe in the world, and then the cold felt so great red lights flashing, stop. go. home.
i'm smiling at the orange of the fire there's a hamster running besides me and i wonder if he is happy they were happy, and i forget where the money is but she slipped it in my pocket snacks in the kitchen its one am drink some water, there's always Marcie's Diner in the morning.