The tick of the minutes echo in my mind.
Why are you so strongly in my presence when you have so long been gone?
Every day the energy reminds me, it places you in the movie inside my head.
Seeing what could have become, what never was.

For I was not who I should have been.
Your essence surrounded me, intoxicating.
Your touch, your smell, your being.
Everything

It was an unfortunate circumstance
As I take this journey within myself I see it so clearly
Mistakes that repeat, so senseless, so unaware
It’s unlike me, but I think its because I want to taste it
I want to feel it, deep inside, I want it to burn so bright within me that others can see out of the darkness
Maybe it’s not my purpose here, for this life.


I want to taste you one more time. Uninhibited.
Present.
Everything.