I care so much
but I care so little.

I care so much about people
but I don't give a **** about anyone.

I don't even know what i feel anymore.

It's all conflicting.

I say I wouldn't care
if you left me behind for good.

And part of me really doesn't care
but that other part of me
would be completely broken if you did leave me.

I listen to songs about
caring and loving you.
and I listen to songs about
not caring about anything
while I go get high
and drunk
and doing whatever I want.

And it proves
that I really don't know
how to feel.
Or what I feel.