My life is full of questions
I don't have the answers
I don't know that I want to know.

What if he leaves?
What if we don't fix things?
What if I have to start over alone?
What if he doesn't stop?
What if I cannot make it?
What if this is the end?

Whose fault is this?
Mine?
His?
How do I fix it?
Can I fix it?
Should I fix it?

These are only a few of the questions
Racing through my head
I don't have the answers
And I don't know if I want them.