I guess its proven to be just as we exactly wanted it to be except there isnt us.
another year another tear a fear of what i feel and how Im able to live with myself behind a shadow of guilt im able to wake up -- everyday and smile and wonder to myself and think; how it would be great to hear your voice and be able to tell you that im sorry and im sorry for the lies that hurt you- and im sorry that the reason I lost you, was to better myself and be this better me; hand in hand next to you.
Fate its impossible --- so they say Im a mircle baby so illl make it happen
just watch me. stand there eye me up and down, feel free, judge me try to belittle me and abuse me