Trust me when i say, I never thought I'd admire you. Silently sitting there Waiting to catch that sparkle in your eyes. Your smile; so perfect, so white. I'm at a lost when you're in my head.
We talked and laughed together. Talked about relationships and school. Maybe it was the way you looked at me, or the fact that you even looked at me But I wanted more from you, More than the school hallways.
I still have your notes, That we passed in Math class. Do you remember them? I remember how flattering it was To watch you beg for homework answers. I gave them all to you, expecting a little something in return. I gave you everything, you gave me nothing.
I truly loved our flirtationship That is what I liked to call it at least You gave me butterflies and I developed a crush You had everything you ever wanted Even a **** like me.
Its been years now, And it still hurts; rejection. But I have one more note to pass I'm no longer the girl admiring you from afar I'm the beautiful woman...you lost But, don't mind me I'm just writing you away.
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