when i see you smile at her
why do i think of blood pouring from my veins
why do i imagine,
a ****** note
pinned next to my lifeless hand
and you read words
said by a dying tongue
written with a blue finger
why did you look away, my love
my love
why did you leave me
pinned to a cross, dead from your infidelities
why did you look away, my love
my love
while i pined away for a dream that would never become reality
why did you look away, my love
my love
when i was standing right in front of you
yet, you were too blind to see