I don't want to write another poem about how much I love you I'm not the cliché girl, The wanna-be tortured poet Who's in love with her boyfriend slightly less than she's in love with her complicated relationship. Because I've realized over these past few days, what I've forgotten these past few weeks. Though this is obvious to many, and to me, some odd months ago, love isn't simple Or obvious But it is there.
You will forget what made you fall in love in the first place. You will want to give up because the tears become rocks that crumble out of your eyes that have become too tired to stay open any longer. Because the ache in your body doesn''t leave on those nights neither of you can figure out what to say or how to fix it, Because that ache seems to reach its peak at 3am. Because you never truly go to sleep those nights.
You will lose track of the path you were on. You will go crazy from all the painful thoughts that circle your brain looking for a release because nothing makes your bones hurt more than the overbearing want for someone you already have. Because you have him but tonight he's gone. Because he needs you but tonight you're too stubborn to see it. Because tonight you feel so disconnected.
And tomorrow, you will breathe. You will take long breaths, somehow allowing to let a smile escape with that breath because after the chaos from the night before, you realize you've never felt so alive. Because the first time you met, or kissed, or made a promise to each other you were left just as breathless as you are now, from merely remembering those tiny things. Because the first time he said I love you, your body couldn't decide whether to relax or shake and you were too paralyzed to say anything back. Because now you both say it so much, it probably should have lost its meaning.
But it didn't. Because every time he says it feels like the first time. Because being in love with him isn't easy at all, but loving him could never be any easier.