I seen her smile, though she wanted to cry. She told me it was alright, but really she was planning to die. I believed in the smile she wore. But she was screaming for help; pain all the way to her core. She cried with me. She told me she will always love me.
She left me here all by myself; now I cry. Except, now all I wanna do is die. She told people she was gonna end her pain. They all said she was insane. I believed the words that fell from a broken heart. But I couldn't save her; her mind made up from the start.
They say it gets better, the pain goes away. But the pain will never face until the end of the day. When the last tear falls from my eyes. She cries my name as she dies. But I'm not there, because I'm to broken to watch the end. I'm sorry momma, nothing will ever fix this...no one can mend.
Momma, I love you. Momma, I'm sorry I wasnt there for you. Momma, did you think of me at the end? Momma, was there anything I could do to mend? Momma, I think I'll join you in the sky. Momma, I'm doing as you told me to...die.