I should've asked
more questions.
I should've asked
about your intentions
I should've asked
what the kisses were for
I should've asked
why was I getting your attention more
I should've..
I should've..
I should've..

now your over there just fine.
never wanting to be mine.

now im here.
lost. drifting.
cant stop smoking.
cant stop avoiding.

to be honest,
I shouldn't have expected such happiness.

guards up & keep wondering.