Pieces that are left

Pieces that are left Feb 2019

Everyday craving for you.
In your presence not one moment without you on my mind.
You had become a part of my life.
And a big one too.

Going out there and doing something with my life?
No, my time is better spent with you.
Socialising or hanging out with friends?
No, you and me on the couch with snacks sounds better.

You had taken over my life.
But I didn't mind at all.
I'd always be high with your presence.
And I loved it.

Until you disappeared out of my life.

Now I just use a real **** instead.

Surrounded by thousands of eyes.
Just none seeing my tears.

#love #high

Aug 2018

Mary-claire

I Love You

I love you in the strangest ways,
I love you with my tears so that every time I cry they'll be thick with affection for you,every drop bigger than the last.
I love you with my fears because I can never overcome them.
I love you with my weaknesses for they are always echoing in my head.
I love you with my grief,as weird as it sounds my grief shapes me.
I love you with my sorrows for they are plenty.
I love you with the darkest part of me for it forever haunts me.
I love you with my pain,my deepest agony,because pain is the largest component of my being and so is your love.

Pieces that are left May 2018

Her

I'm on a balcony, late at night.
The stars reflecting on the surface of my drink,
as I light another cigarette.

I don't know the time, but I don't care.
I don't know how many packs, but I don't care.
I don't know how many glasses, but I don't care.

The night is silent, but my thoughts are busy nonetheless.
My mind drifting off to you.
To times where you were still in my arms.

Yes, you.

As I pour another glass, I laugh.
You would have said: "There you go again, drowning your sorrow."
But it was the only way to take away the pain, still tormenting me to this day.

Yes, you.

Like a lightning bolt, striking my thoughts again.
Always there tormenting me with thoughts of you.
Or more, without you.

I miss you,
I love you.
Forever yours
~ N.

Pieces that are left Apr 2018

You and Me

The sun, shining on your pale skin.
The slight summer breeze making your hair dance.
The view of you by my side.
I'm in peace.

The calming tones of your voice.
The safety in your arms.
The warmth coming from your heart.
I'm in peace.

This feeling I know too well.
This scared feeling of bonding.
This attraction was messed with before.
But I'm in peace.

And with you, I will risk this feeling once more.

#scared #of #opening #up

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