my head is clear,
so I thought.
but when I fall,
I fall harder
each and every time.
my head is clear,
I can only hope.
but do i resist
from all that makes me
sick and bleed?
I’m on my knees
trying to please,
oh, what a pathetic reason.
I can give you all that you
want, or not.
but I can try, oh
I can give it everything
that I’ve got.
only because I’ve been had,
and I’ll have been had
a few more times I’m sure.
only until there is nothing left
to give.
dip me in danger,
then take me out.
I’m broken
and dizzy.
leave me in the sun,
to dry
or to be colored.
if we don’t act fast,
I’ll evaporate into your
past.
there’s a fee to becoming
free, and my debt
is digging deep
and spilling into the sea.