Hello everyone, for those that are still here I'd like to inform you that I have my first poetry book Before It's Too Late published under Amazon Kindle! It features many of my poems here, ones I wrote in the past but not posted and some afterwards of my hiatus here.  To all of those that have supported me since I began my account, thank you very much for the fervent encouragement and being very welcoming. This project is dedicated to all of you.


Much love and thanks,
Peter

My head is a carousel that never ceases
Driving me insane
Growing more irritable as time rages on
Two walls pressing together
Crushing the rational thought
My face has distraught
Written all over  it
Sorry If I look like I hate you
That's how I feel about the cards I've been dealt
Over and over
I have to be a modern day Thomas Edison
To get anything accomplished
Some days feel like I'm being admonished
I want to scream but I don't want to scare anyone
How can I feel hopeful
When I reach a dead end everywhere I go
I'm trying so hard to keep it to myself, I hope you know
None of it is your fault
Drugs and alcohol won't help me cope
I'll just worsen in this state
I hope my sanity and focus can elope
I've had my goals under a scope
I'm angry at being alive like this and myself but never you
Negative but too optimistic to ask for help
We're at a crossroads
You might want to turn around
There's too much road work ahead

Twelve days of Christmas
Your true love should give to you
Twelve of their best traits
The Pear tree is going to have to be empty this year
For what is truly sincere
Excitement of items are so out of here
That something so special, so dear
Will be in
For the rest of times
Santa better skip this house
Because I'd hate for our time together to be interrupted
You have no idea how many times my heart has erupted
Out of endless joy
Being around you

Kissing under the Misled Toe is for amateurs
I want to go all out
Let me show you the kind of miraculous gift you are
By the strength of your vocals and intensity of your muscles
Instead of some poor attempt of materialism
I'll let my actions prove what the real focus of Christmas should be

Cheaters have a *** addiction to multiple women
Loyal men have a *** addiction to their wife

When I say I love you
I mean it
But I'll let my affection do the talking
Anywhere on the floor
Triggering your riptide to burst out
Now we're sitting in it
An ocean of love
Don't worry about the mess
I get so giddy seeing your physical reaction
All I want is for you to feel satisfied 24/7
It's what you deserve special girl
These boys will play with your emotions and make your heart hurt as you cry
But all I will do is make your legs cry
And give you those goosebumps
That you give me when you dont even try
I feel wholesome when I look at you
I don't need a reason why
You're my sunshine sky
This is not a lie.

A true test of a man's character
Is to see if he'll bother to stick around
When you impose no copulation before marriage
Many will shut the door
To never look back
Civility is something we often
Forget to possess
Some never choose to have it