had frozen.

feeling abaded.

troubles rumbled quacks under surface  Hidden.

And so peak inside, dreams set to the side. Met you in a strange time and then things began to collide.

feeling jaded.
and now my fingers are cold,
thoughts are broken in pieces,
i worked on a habit
while she worked on her talent.

voice mail is silent and messanges never returned soon became the monster whove hurt me in return

return favors im the wrong hands
everybodies blinded on the right side.

cannot create a thing anymore
threaded from thoughts the spool has been used to the very last,
do you see?
i have became what i hated
gray areas and words faded.
No truths and dead lies on paper,
I read between lines, but
my words have become
nothing but everybodies style.
I wanna reach and contain it,
Remember / obtain it.
Sitting here with the timekeepers
hand on my fingertips,
do you know what i mean?
of course you don't /
something dies / and i cant explain what i need.

im only paranoid
that they are holding
me caged in
but i know now
freedom exists
within.

so you wouldn't
have to wait
for the last petal
to fall off your rose
i got love for you,
unknown to ordinary reality,
dreamt up too soon
she bled,
she bled,  
straight out on paper
no mend
no love to attend
we parted
no love
no contend.
she bled
and i began to feel
her rotten bones,
we didn't
bend
us,  in eachothers head.
i drove you mad,
and you bled
and i began to bend.
i began to break.

i could be your mate
at the coffeeshop,
pure interactions
and no room to bend,
eyes on us.
cause they can insists
how black our coffees are,
how sweet we are,  behind cold teeth.