Tell me now
I’m broken
Please explain
The unspoken
In your arms
I’m hoping

To die in vain
Yours I remain

Doors to your heart
Left open
All those harsh words
Softly spoken
I’m drowning now
Slowly choking

To die in vain
Yours I remain

People say
“ keep your head up”
but I’m down
People say
“ carry on”
when you hit the ground
But I’m at rock bottom
And I need you now
But your no where to be found
Tears in my eyes
And there’s no friends around

What can I say
Bad new comes on the regular
But at lest I have you to look forward to someday
If I could remember
I was lost from September to December
Cold dark path which I surrender
And your the only one that can tender my render
But that’s when I caught this splinter

People say
“ keep your head up”
but I’m down
People say
“ carry on”
when you hit the ground
But I’m at rock bottom
And I need you now
But your no where to be found
Tears in my eyes
And there’s no friends around

The sky’s are the limits
But the skies are below my feet
And I’m falling when timid
It’s there tradition to be distant
No recognition to these lessons
Internally burning when served another sentence
Life’s upside down and I’m a menace
But what could I do?
Tussling hard to get out the glue
I’m perishing without a clue
And I’m finished

Slowly deteriorating in life
Living on the edge of a knife
One day I want a kid
With the perfect wife
As the world's at full trottle
I try to be the best role model
But no one knows right
At night I work
Wasted time is a ****
The world I fight
But still out of mind out of sight
I hate this
What subject did I miss
It's hard to work at night
And sleep away the day
One goes a long way
A kiss
with a music note on the wrist
My heart smile's
While everyone beats it with a fist
I done
give me a gun
The poem I killed
As I run

Give me your words
Sounds of comfort in need
I’m running as I heard
My name whispering through the trees
Miserable sorrowful song bird
Singing of undesirable seeds and deeds
I’m taking a wrong turn
I’m lost within these streets

Is my name drowning
For air I pray and crave
My heart is aching and pounding
To time I am a slave
I must of been unbelievably mistaken
For this path I wish not to pave
My mind has been awaken
Form the past to this present day

Give me your words
Give me your words

Tell me in ways of desperation
She's saying my name a **** from the raider nation
Under the sun rays of sin city waste land
We could've been made but u had me pacing
Im taking all fades like the time Im facing
Tell me in ways of desperation
She's playing them *****'s Trump in hand never changing
She's looking away but I had her craving
Pmoney my game and I'm never waiting
Could've made you my main but I'm always taken
Tell me in ways of desperation
Tell me in ways of desperation
Hated the fame but the money raked in.
They called u insane throughout your training
They put you in chains until your breaking
Now your stuck in those reins steered by satan
Tell me in ways of desperation
Could've been my brain that's always tainted
The look of shame on his face was painted
Dead I remain cause Im always hated
Was it the pain you retained that keeped u naked
Tell me in ways of desperation
Moments are stainded missery created
Your leaving me to blame and my life was slowly shaded
Were you feeling the same as we became separated
These clouds will rain as our love was faded
Tell me in ways of desperation
Tell me in ways of desperation

I am nothing less nor nothing more. Call me flat tone. Im only here to score. I’m a flat line living and dead. Dead is my rhythm. Every day in life is a day closer to rolling my last dice. Picture emptiness a pond  emptiness. Never to be born. Blacken eyes never to be worn. Never to ride a bike. Hell, never to be seen by light nor the depths of the night. Places to go but no horizon on sight. Blank page. No thoughts, plans,wrongs, rights, there’s no inspiration to write. A leaf that falls from the branch in spring. It falls forever in a endless scene.” Come to me” A voice said. “ Where’s me and do I have a choice. For I am emptiness with no meaning to life nor propose. For what use of dead air would you have of me? The voice said “ I’ll answer your question gladly”. “ In emptiness there is life and you shall give those of my children life. I said “ Master how can I give what is nothing? For how can one hold nothing but emptiness”?You shall fill their lungs and only through breath they shall hold you. You shall give life to all that will soon sround you. For you’ll be the emptiness in everyone that hold all life together under my crown.

My earth and my sea you are my everything. I need you like the sky needs blue. If I’m gone to long remember me like the Bible needs songs and psalms I’ll never leave. We were never wrong because of our chemistry. Our love was a love that changed history. You were like medicine to me. Healing my soul with love remedies. You made me whole giving me plenty of dreams. Your heart I hold as I’m battling my worst enemies. Baby I love you to know, you were the best friend of me. Could never change your love because your love had the best recipe. You gave me peace of mind, frozen in time, I feel in love naturally. Crazy how closely your eyes looked after me. To hold you for ever under the stars above as we fall back and forth in love endlessly. Baby thank you for blessing me. You gave me the best energy and I gave you the rest of me.

If I can’t dream about you
I can’t be without you
All the crazy things that I’ll do
gots me running back too you

Baby am I that crazy
To say that this is the way you make me
I thought no ***** could ever faze me
But a ****** been craving you lately
Gots me upside down ooo so hazy
Baby it’s crazy how you made me

Cuz

If I can’t dream about you
I can’t be without you
All the crazy things that I’ll do
Gots me running back too you