Just sittin' trying to find my rift
how many more times are you going to mess my life
spend all my money
******* with my mind
playing with my head
turning down my bed
some day's my pen
I hate you
and yet I pen on
see how the ink bleeds
and I feel lonesome
see how my heart bleeds
yet you will not write that down

What the F**k
what the ******* bad luck

looking for some rhyme or reason

WHY this should be.

Yes the end is near
I can feel it pull me in
to where nobody here knows
nor can explain if it exists
can feel it stretch me
till bits drop off

******
up
my own ****

down down
deeper and down


P@ul.

Must stop visiting my doctor
seems to me ever time
I visit there
yet another part of me has stopped
or just rusted or something
well just broke
or fallen off
the waiting area there
scares me
I look around me there
and think
what bugs are here?

what has she got?

and then a kid coughs right in my face
I feel the fleam hit me on lip
well if I did not have before I came in
I have it now
now my skin begins to itch.

Dear Doctor why me?

It's a long way
from here to where I can find
sunshines
my drugs make me so cold all the time
and top of it today the rain falls
it's my summer
not looking forward to winter at all
walking around in foggy mist
wipe it all from my eyes
make me happy make me feel my own warmth

make me feel again
what I am
what I was
make me feel tomorrow.

Boldly gone,
where none have been
shattering 49.1%
of peoples dreams
now see how they run
look at them good
as they can not hide now
see them try to feather their nest
it has happened
politions get the gist
for now you have to work like ****.

From the moment in life
me as a man exist
I did not understand
what that meant
to whom I met
with sue at the sweet shop down the road
licking cherry lips
rubbing on my lips
making them cherry red
as a man doing what i am told to
in relationships
ask questions like
are going to wear that shirt?
well I thought so
but seams not
what the ****
I blame that jelly bean
I am, what the ****
Put the purple one on
say what the ****
I like this space
it feels good in my mind
if it does not, in yours *******
This is my shirt
not yours
So woman
get your own life
stop licking the edge of mine
and get a jelly bean of your own.

I am ****** yes
we was
the sun shines
I looked at her
just had to kiss her
then
she kissed me back
lips as one
I could taste her feelings
right there on my lips
sweet but with a burn
like acid in my mouth.