Of how i am being
beginned
by the whorled blood
and the expressed chamber
i sit, kneel and walk
supposing upon earth
the each of my feet;
my hands kneed and fold--
i collect in them bodies of my children:
sleeping, awake, crying, laughing;
i collect in them bodies of things
unminded and minded alike;
i collect in them the sheaf
of spent grasses:
the hull of them
containing the celled
phantasm of God's breath.
i linger and i am not myself;
i stand before wall
and my gaze becomes fuzzed,
unfocused--and i wonder.
i touch and am known by my hands.
the things touched,
too,
are known
(perhaps)
by me,
in the quiet between
my buzzed flesh
and the smooth rudeness
of the thing.
i handle and am handled
by my loverwife,
(the coarse cutting
of her fine hip
hair is a needle
split
over the nerves
of my caress--
it electrifies--
and i am stolen
between the fibers.)
i am alive,
and how should I know it?
imaketherainwalksoverthebackofmyearsandIsigh:
"Good Bye"