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May 2016 · 512
Untitled
Patrick Sugarr May 2016
I'ts
hard
to
care
less
when
you
truly
care.
May 2016 · 414
Just a phase
Patrick Sugarr May 2016
I
know
this i s
just a phase
A
fall i n g
s t a r from
outer s p a c e
Along
with t i m e
this w i l l
p a s s
but
I w i l l
cherish it
until it l a s t
Sep 2015 · 3.1k
Love Potion
Jul 2015 · 2.5k
Hunter//Hunted
Patrick Sugarr Jul 2015
And the hunter lost his desire to hunt
He was lost to the moon's humanity -
     full of imperfections, yet still beautiful.
He surrendered in to the haunting sound of the wolf's howl,
     as he runs to the cliff
          for there's where he belongs now,
               close to the stars.
He takes his time staring in the midnight blue sky
     and sings his life - a confession.
For he is now the deer
He is now the hunted.



                                                                                             ☪
Mar 2015 · 3.4k
Stars
Patrick Sugarr Mar 2015
Maybe stars aren't meant to be reached. Maybe they are just there to guide you, to light up the darkness of the night.

They may not be beside you, but they are always with you, looking down, watching.

Maybe you are a star yourself.
A star that inspires.
So, keep your head up high, smile, and keep shining.
Mar 2015 · 3.7k
wildfire
Patrick Sugarr Mar 2015
What once so green, withered brown
Rays of invisible yellow sparked orange and gray
Bright red flooded the land
The time of black has begun.

Black, black, black.

But black was not all bad
It fertilized the soil.

For not so long, black turned green
Turned blue
Turned yellow
Turned red
Turn into colors you have yet to see.
Jan 2015 · 899
i loved (10w)
Patrick Sugarr Jan 2015
I am not stupid
After all i did.
I loved.
Jan 2015 · 361
Untitled
Patrick Sugarr Jan 2015
he hold his hands up
every night
trying to reach a star
he's been doing that for so long...

how foolish can that man be?
its just impossible.
perhaps its time for me to wake up to the cold reality.
Dec 2014 · 1.4k
Untitled
Patrick Sugarr Dec 2014
while they are drowned in their dreams so deep
i'm sippin' coffee with plans of no sleep
because paper works are due tomorrow xD
Nov 2014 · 729
Dear Fabulist
Patrick Sugarr Nov 2014
tell me
    in  every  trial
  we'll  always   get    through
           make    me      believe
                     that     forever      is        true

  to leave  me
       you   will   never    do
     tell    me,
            until      the      end,
                   my      love,
                           it's      me      and        you

tell me
    what  our   love  can   do
                tell     me
         that    red    can      be         blue

tell me
     you  love    me
    tell   me
          you   care
         tell  me  when  i    need     you
             you    will     always     be       there
                   tell   me  
                         to      kiss       you
                             so     we        can        both          fly

                       ­            tell      me,

                                           my           love,

                                                    *the  ­           most            beautiful              lie.
Nov 2014 · 935
Untitled
Patrick Sugarr Nov 2014
In the dead black sky
I found you
Through the dark grey clouds
You shine through

Gracefully twinkling
That's what you do
Wishful thinking:
you whispered, "I love you."
Oct 2014 · 3.1k
Silent Happiness
Patrick Sugarr Oct 2014
i just can't stop thinking about that day
   I remember, you were wearing grey
      without a clue, you sat by my side
         never thought our worlds would collide

there's something about you I just can't explain
   making my brain go insane
      lose myself whenever you're around
         like my heart melted and it fell to the ground

i wonder if you ever feel the same
   whenever they mention my name
      was ignorance just part of your game?
         or should i be the one to blame?

i fell too easily and crashed too hard
   somehow i feel like a ******
      in my thoughts you would dwell
         you had me listening to Adele

you are the light in my darkness
   the smile in my sadness
      though i know this is foolishness
         you existence is still my silent happiness
i wrote this poem during our ESL class years ago. our professor asked us to read the poem using different voices per stanza. it was hilarious xD i had to use a ghost-like voice, a very tiny voice, and others hahaha
Oct 2014 · 863
Hollow
Patrick Sugarr Oct 2014
See through this
    hollow chest o' mine
        A heart that's beating
Your name is what its speaking.

With reasons so shallow
     it drowned in playful sorrow
wishing you'd save it tomorrow.
                         --
got inspired by what i painted last midnight so i decided to write this quickly xD i was so sleepy tho~ heeee here's my painting its not that good tho i did it in like thirty minutes or less xD https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=816034428418967&set;=pcb.816035665085510&type;=1&theater
Oct 2014 · 1.6k
Untied Shoelaces
Patrick Sugarr Oct 2014
I hope you trip.
and fall.
for me.
i wish.
Oct 2014 · 503
Ashtray
Patrick Sugarr Oct 2014
while everyone else
is crashing and burning
all i'm getting
is ash.
Oct 2014 · 740
Untitled
Patrick Sugarr Oct 2014
oh,
what a sorrow
it is
to have a love
like this
for someone so perfect
oh, please
but both
just not meant to be

oh, what a beauty
oh, what a tragedy
oh, please.
Oct 2014 · 833
Let Me Bleed
Patrick Sugarr Oct 2014
i cant stop
            whatever this is
that i have            
                           this could be love
i don't know
of that                      
   i'm not sure of  

so                      
    hurt me        
       give me something
to hate about you            
         you're just
--
                     too good to be true

           don't leave me hanging
in this empty hope i'm in          
                     tear it apart
                                     cut it

help me        
  let me bleed
                  let me bleed
you're in my veins                
                                          ­                                    
                                                                ­   *let me bleed.
Oct 2014 · 1.3k
Firestarter
Patrick Sugarr Oct 2014
it's the way
you look
at me
that ignites
a fire
so intense
it could burn
an entire
empire

҉
its been a while. haha. :>
Sep 2014 · 5.9k
I Hope
Patrick Sugarr Sep 2014
that one day
my poems
will be
of pure
*bliss
one day
Sep 2014 · 6.1k
Illusion
Patrick Sugarr Sep 2014
To move on
  I know
I must
but
I'm stuck
in this
illusion
called
us


¤
inspired by a song i heard.
--
the notion of moving on tho there has never been an "us."
silly, right?
-_-
Sep 2014 · 883
Madness
Patrick Sugarr Sep 2014
Hurt me if you should,
Just tell me the truth!*


¤
Truth hurts but lies are a lot worse.
Sep 2014 · 1.4k
The reason
Patrick Sugarr Sep 2014
I write because
you exist.*

-Michael Faudet
Precisely.
Sep 2014 · 2.2k
Untitled
Patrick Sugarr Sep 2014
Slowly
                  you tear me apart
                                                           ­ by every word
                                                            ­                                         you wouldn't say
                                                              --
i just wish you'd say good night back.
Sep 2014 · 463
Exit
Patrick Sugarr Sep 2014
I ran and ran                                                
from the unknown and                          
I found a broken bridge -                                  
an exit                                                
from this land                                    
full of fears.                              

I looked down                        
it was deep                  
I couldn't see                  
its end                    
my legs grew stiff.            
Shaking,                                    
I sniffed                                
the courage left                      
in the thin air              
and exhaled                    
a short loud shout    
releasing from my mouth      
a huge amount                  
of thick, black smoke              
of which I assumed                              
was the remaining fear        
which my guts              
have been aching    
to let go.

and then I bent a little -          
focused every energy                            
left in my body,                  
every drop of hope                        
left in my heart,                                  
every courage                                              
left in my lungs -                                  
to my legs                                
to my ankles                                      
to my feet.                                                  

Hoping to reach the other side,                                                                          
I closed my eyes                                                                                                

and *jumped.
where do our dreams go after we wake up? do they just vanish and be forgotten? i wonder.
Sep 2014 · 13.2k
Eraser
Patrick Sugarr Sep 2014
every pencil has an eraser
for everyone make mistakes
and you need to practice
to perfect a masterpiece.
nothing. im sick. haha.
Sep 2014 · 3.1k
Subliminal
Patrick Sugarr Sep 2014
my
I
Love
You's

are
hidden
in
my
*Good
Night's.
Sep 2014 · 2.2k
Collision Theory
Patrick Sugarr Sep 2014
because i believe
                                                        t­hat fate brought us together
       to start something
                                                   beautiful
             something
                                             wonderful
                   something
                                          new

      ­       a painful yet fascinating collision
                                      of
                               me and *you.
i dunno why im still holding on tho i know the fact that "us" can never be a reality.
Sep 2014 · 472
Ideals
Patrick Sugarr Sep 2014
beautiful

      like the girl of your dreams

                              but kills you with *sorrow


            when the truth isn't as beautiful as it seems
im idealistic. too idealistic. tsk.
Sep 2014 · 10.5k
Unexpected
Patrick Sugarr Sep 2014
just when you think it's gonna rain but the sun shines
just when you think she's a bore but she's super fine
just when you think you are late but you're just on time
just when you think it's not but, wow, it rhymes!
--
won a gold for an unfinished artwork yesterday. talking about expect the unexpected. unbelievable. seriously.

"every art is an unfinished business" -Kim Dublas :))
Aug 2014 · 979
Alms
Patrick Sugarr Aug 2014
is it that bad to ask for love?
--
Aug 2014 · 12.2k
Hug
Patrick Sugarr Aug 2014
Hug
long have i been wanting
to feel your heart beating
with your arms gently wrapping
tightening
tightening
until my body is quivering
shivering
dying
--
i really really want to hug you, R. I can do it anytime, you know. but to be hugged by you, i swear i'm ready to die.
Aug 2014 · 1.1k
Untitled
Patrick Sugarr Aug 2014
too young
to be self-sufficient
too old
to be dependent
*this is
just
making
me
uncomfortable.
Aug 2014 · 706
Klepto
Patrick Sugarr Aug 2014
something i took
away when you looked
your scent it has
i hope it lasts
~~

your scent it has
i hope it lasts
happy i am
i wish it lasts
have you ever done something so crazy you tell yourself "you're crazy!?" haha.
Aug 2014 · 1.6k
A Cup of Coffee
Patrick Sugarr Aug 2014
There was this night
  when I was trying to study
Mama came into my room
  with a cup of coffee

As I reached for the cup
  it was as warm as her embrace
made me feel
  like I'm in the safest place

And as I took a sip
  it was bittersweet
reminded me of life
  the trials and success that I would meet

As I finished it
  I knew that I have
all her tender care
  and genuine love

But now that she's far away
  I wish that I would see
my Mama by the door
  and her warm cup of coffee

--
though i may not say it that often, though we may not be that close, you're my mama -- i love you.
Aug 2014 · 1.6k
Good Night Messages
Patrick Sugarr Aug 2014
emotions channeled through my fingertips
    typing words my coward lips could never speak
gently pressing buttons, expressing how i miss
       the times we never - we would've - had,
          dampened my lips, sealing it with a kiss.

                               and as i press send,
                                    i'd hope you'll reply.
                                you didn't.
                        you don't.
                 *never.
every night i do this; is it so hard to reply?
Aug 2014 · 781
Asphyxia
Patrick Sugarr Aug 2014
I breathe you in.
I breathe you out, I breathe you in again.
You are my *oxygen.

Without you is my end.

                          I breathe you out, I breathe you in.
            I can't help it, *I gotta breathe you in again.
you make me feel alive. la la la la ~~
Aug 2014 · 3.0k
Star-gazing
Patrick Sugarr Aug 2014
I've always wanted
     to reach that star
     a star, that is what you are.

sadly, a star
     is only meant for another star
     a star, just like you are.

but as long as
     i can see you glowing
     in the night, i will sleep smiling.

such a fool i am
     i know, i know
     but away from my heart you will never *go.
to my star, to the one i love, R.

— The End —