I am Here
Finally Free
From Bleeding
From Depression
Only This Day
And This Moment
I Finally Get To See Life
For The First Time
~Paris Styron~

I Walk This Forest
Hearing The
Wind
Speaking To Me
It Is My
Friend
For Now
Which
Path In Life
Should I
Go So Many
Where Do They
Lead To Happiness,
Sadness,
Then Depression,
Where?
I Am Lost
In This Forest
Stuck Here
Mixed With Blood
With Tears
That Are Here
With Me
A Howl Nearby
I Hear
For Help
In The Mist
He Is In....
Pain
Just As I Am
I Am Not Alone
~Paris Styron~

Where
Your FootPrints
Go
I Go,
You Will Not
Leave My Sight
You Will
Not Be Slayed
Because
I Am A Shield
With Two PawPrints
Belong To Me
4 Belong To You
I Am A Loner
In Solitude
That Cannot Be Broken
I Am Sorry
I Will Not Stand With You
I Will Be
In My Arms Alone/Solitude
At Peace
~Paris Styron~

What To Think
Now
For Who I Am
From Which Footprints
To Be In
Am I Trying
Where Am I
Always Standing Here
What To Do
Where To Do
All I Need Is To
Keep Writing
Because Problems
Turn Into
A Work Of Art
Just As Depression
Does
~Paris Styron~

My Whole Life
Of Something To
"Help Me"
It Makes Me Forget
My Whole Life As
A Child
And
Now I Am Left Behind
I Believe
To Be On My Own
Now To Work
On Being Alone
Not Having People
To Help
I Grow Tire
Of Them
Giving Me Things
I Want
To Earn It
Now
No Longer
Just Take
~Paris Styron~

I Believe
People With
Easy Lifes
Have No Lifes
Most Don't
Have Hard Work
Habits
Just As I Do Not
Sadly
~Paris Styron~

My Soul
In
The
Left
Corner
Erased
Dry
From
Existence
My Thoughts
Like
A Florescent
Lights
Burnt
Black
My Heart
Leaking
With
Stains
Caused
By My
Despairful
Clouds,
Unfinished
Fire
That
Burns
With
Anger

Crying
In The
Shadows
My Heart
Withers
Wilted
In
Shame
Of
My
Loneliness,
Trapped
Beneath
The Shackles
My
Heart
Rattled,
Hoping
To Find
Someone
Who
Finds
My
Pawprint
In
The
Black
Snow,
Who
Follows
Through
My
Mist
Of
Loneliness
Who
Sniffs
Who
Finds
Hope
For
Me
Emotionally
The
Honest
Ones
Who
Get
This
Message
The One
Who
Is
Honest
To
My
Face
~Paris Styron~

To
My Face
During
The
Black
Dark
Days,
Which
Leads
To
My
Tearful
Black
Tears,
Running
Somberly
Down
An Empty
Hole
Saying
"Where
Will I Go"
~Paris Styron~

My Dark
Sorrows
Grasp
My Hopes
And Dreams
Render
Them
Helpless
Tantalizing
My Emotions
With
Sorrows
And Disbelief
Perfuming
Me
With
Despair
That I
Cannot
Describe
But
With
Black
Bleeding
Tears
Running
Down
My
Face
~Paris Styron~

Sniping
One By One
The
Tones
Darkened
The Gray
Clouds,
Drooping
The Bodies
To The
Grave
The Bullets
Flying
To
Their
Victims
Precious
Light,
Farewell
My Friend
Your
Black
Rose
Diminished
In My
Heart
~Paris Styron~
~Farewell~

The Dove's
Heart
Woos
The Somberness
Of
One Soul
Leaving It
In
Ashes
Shriveled
From
Existence
Wooing
The
Woefulness,
Weeping
For
Its Victim
Dripping
Drooping
Filling
The Room
With
Puddles
Of Blood
~Paris Styron~

Her Heart
Rendered
Helpless
Between
Her
Tears
Weeping
For
Forgiveness,,
As Time
Passes
By Her
Eyes
And Her
Tears
Grow
Dimmer
Of
A Color
Known
As
Black
Then
Her Soul
Shattered
Into
A Grave
~Paris Styron~

A Flower
Will
Droop
Be In
The Shadows
Of Despair
At Times
Even Make
Despairful
Mistakes
But If
Someone
Were To
Change
Bring
Itself
Water
And Food
And Grow
From
Negativity
And
Shape
Into
Something
Postive
That Is
Me
I Was
Not
Born
Like
A God
I Am
Born
With
A Root
In
The Ground
I Am
Person
With
A Crack
In
My ***;
No One
Is Perfect
I Sure
As Hell
Wasn't Born
Like
Yesterday
I Hope
To Be
A Better
Someone
Tomorrow
Even It
Means
******* Up
Not
Every
Relationship,
Friendship,
Is Perfect
But The
Inperfection
We Look
Past
Makes Us
Greater
If We
CAN
Look Past
Each
Other
Faults
We Sure
As Hell
Can
Ride
In The
End
For
The Heart
Of Cupid's
Arrow
Is Sparked
By
Trust,
Faults,
Support,
Forgiveness,
A Bond
That Cannot
Be Broken
Until
The End
Even
In The
End,
We All
Die
But
Our Spirits
That We
Leave
In People's
Heart
DON'T
Fade
Away
They Do,
But
A Lighter
Is
A Spark
Is Always
There
Never Gone
Live
Is
A Hell
Of A
Run
From Where
We Have
Gone
Sorry
For
The Mistakes
I Look
At My
Shadows
That Reflect
The Moon
And Wonder
What
Are My
Faults?
What Do
See
In The
Flower
In My
Emotional
Point Of
View
~Paris Styron~

Her
Tears
Falling
Into
Space
Tainting
Stars,
Beauty
In Her
Cries,
Her Bones
Screaming
In
My Veins
Of
Sleeping
Cries
Of
Where
Beauty
Of
The
Dead
Sleeps
~Paris Styron~

It Is
Funny
How
This
Star
Shines
Alone
In
The Darkness
Between
The
Hate
We
Hide
In
The Darkness
Avoiding
Destruction,
Ignorance
Is
Blissful
To Those
Who
Know
Nothing,
But
The Ones
Who
Know
All
Will
Feel
Its
Everlasting
Pain
~Paris Styron~

Give
Hope
To
The
Stars
For
They
Align
The
Tears
In
The
Line
Of The
Sky
For
They
Comfort
The
Sky
Filled
With
Sorrows
With
Tears
Beyond
The Grave
~Paris Styron~

Death
Grows
Younger
In My
Youth
My Love
For
Others
Tantalize
Me
In Silence
Oh
The Silence
Oh
My Thoughts
Cloud
Me
Which
Leave Me
In
Tears
Holding
Love
Why
Do I
Want
Pain?
I Feel
So
Alienated
Feeling
Love
~Paris Styron~

My Heart
Forever
Free
It Has
Been
A Decade
Since
The
Love
Of My
Life
Has
Been Lost
Forever
In The
Sea
With
The Seagulls
For Our
Goal
Is
To Fly
Survive
The
Waves
Of Life
I Walk
Alone
In
The Strings
Of
My Guitar
Plucking
Each
Note
Of
My Own
While
Solitude
Listens
Peace
Has
Found
Me
In
The Depths
Of Silence
~Paris Styron~

The
Moonlight
So
Bright,
Yet
So Far
Away
From
Grasp
Yet
So Close
To Our
Hearts
For It
Shines
In Our
Darkness
Letting
Us
Know
That
Hope
Is Here
In
This
Darkness
~Paris Styron~

This
Home
Forever
Flies
With
The
Seagulls,
Forever
Fly
And
Between
The
Shadows
Is Our
Hopes
And Dreams
Wish
Them
And Make
Them
Before
They
Diminish,
Fly
With
The
Stars
Before
Time
Ticks n'
Tocks
~Paris Styron~

Fly
Until
You Cannot
Fly
Nomore
You
Were
Given
The
Chance
To Fly
Use
It
My Friend
Fly
And
Survive
~Paris Styron~