We were 13
We said "love you" over text
But I didn't kiss you because I didn't know you
And that's why we broke up

You were tired of being rejected
I was almost 16 and never-been kissed
Your mom didn't want you to date me
And we didn't like each other enough to fight it
And that's why we broke up

You were so sweet and loving
But you accused me of sharing my affections
And even though I didn't
I felt guilty because I did compare you to him
And that's why we broke up

We were never actually a couple
But I made up excuses to talk to you
I went out of my way to touch you
I apologized when you wronged me
But you still didn't want me
My worst heartbreak wasn't a breakup  

You were soft and secure
And I thought I was broken
There was nothing wrong with us
We confused being comfortable with being in love
And that's why we broke up

She walks on water
Her ripples echo, become
The waves of my life

The moon is so big, let's go live on it.

I speak of pain
That wears red rain
Slashing my wrists
To open soft veins
See sprinkles splatter
Call it sidewalk paint
The blade does not burn
As much as that social poison
We have been imbibing
Relaxing while lying
So there is no surprising us
Because those we love
Have lost the same wars
Not bombs and mustard gas
but razor thin red lines
That beat and bleed out in time
Taking the last of our once beautiful minds

She wants to put my desire on heavenly gate
This is how I can change my fortune from fate
My sweet dreams can be realized to be great
Response to a lover's call is just never ever late

I am glade that love has opened way to heaven
Only you are my beloved less you there is none
From your ***** knot rises the hot blazon sun
Which determines my mission and my passion

Make me and break me in your glowing furnace
You can change me from iron to gold in process
Our love pursuit is eternal and definitely endless
Love will celebrate itself with beauty as its witness

Col Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright 2016 Gold Glow