Another one sweeps me of my feet
Then drops me like i was nothing
Yet again im left to pick myself up
Like the queen i am
Dust off my gown
Put a smile on my face
And put back the crown
He removed from my head

In the midst of it
You were there
Lingering around the shadows
Watching them prey on me
Waiting for the oppotune time
To devour them
Damaged beyond repair
You healed, elevated and cherished me
Restored my pride
And gave me a sense of belonging

Are we back to this??
Are we back to tossing ourselves into this whirlwind of confusion
Why do you think that its okay to treat me like an option
When i have clearly shown you that you are much more than that
Did you mean all those things to say to me or were you just intoxicating my mind with lies and dreams that i believe were fairytales
I yet again feel depressed by your actions
You have taken me from a world of solitude to a world of lonliness
When i thought you were rescuing me you, instead were endangering me
Listen i am a strong woman i get over **** just tell me its over and i pack my **** and leave

You leave me second guessing
You tell me that I'm a priority but instead
Your actions evidently show that I'm an option
Falling for you was never the plan but it happened
Fighting is the norm of the day
But why do I keep coming back??
The other girls receive long texts from you
But you punish me with one word answers
Pain is now my personality
Because you inflict it upon me
Karma is a ***** and it's coming for you

I keep bumping into you
Now I'm thinking is it fate or
I'm just mind ******* myself
I still feel guilty about
What I put you through
Don't worry I don't want you back
I just want to know if you have forgiven me
At least if you tell me that you're okay
I can finally move on

I normally write about love and heartbreak
But then I have decided to take a different route

It took one man to change the thinking of my fellow citizens
So it took one video to open the minds of people
I guess at the back of people's minds they knew that
they were suffering but they were just too scared
Now I'm not a violent person
But for the past week my mind has been telling me to write this
The reason why people aren't standing up is because
They are afraid of being beaten up or being arrested
My dad was telling me that in the 1970s
When he was in university
They would take it to the streets protesting against the terrorists
That were taking away their freedom
Now I've got a feeling that in ten years time
Something bad is going to unfold