It still amazes me, when I hit the wall;
when the web of karma catches or keeps me
from tripping for something I caused or said or
did or didn’t or will or won’t do
feels
like it’s coming (((back))) to me.
You. Us.
On the phone, on hold
with cardholder services;
I am but one
finger of an Entire Universe
and I know the moment
is breathtaking.
I think I feel
anxiety in those moments because i have no religion; i feel separate
As the Universe Experiencing Itself
i lack an outlet of sufficient explanation
and i am scared of Myself; I Think.
Aging truly, my question is this: Is this increased?-
Or made less-
in time? The answer gets further and further
away the more i think about it, i think.
The further away It gets-
the more It gets to me.
-Jesse Haydn
Jan 4, 2021
Jan 4, 2021 at 1:39 PM UTC
It still amazes me, when I hit the wall;
when the web of karma catches or keeps me
from tripping for something I caused or said or
did or didn’t or will or won’t do
feels
like it’s coming (((back))) to me.
You. Us.
On the phone, on hold
with cardholder services;
I am but one
finger of an Entire Universe
and I know the moment
is breathtaking.
I think I feel
anxiety in those moments because i have no religion; i feel separate
As the Universe Experiencing Itself
i lack an outlet of sufficient explanation
and i am scared of Myself; I Think.
Aging truly, my question is this: Is this increased?-
Or made less-
in time? The answer gets further and further
away the more i think about it, i think.
The further away It gets-
the more It gets to me.
-Jesse Haydn
