i was happy, in a very sad way
but i was happy
happiness is still happiness
who is to tell me what was right and what was wrong
it was everything i had in that moment
it was all that i had
the only thing i had
and i used it to my advantage
it made me miserable
and i was indeed filled with shame then
for what i was to do
to the people around me
but please,
remember it was the only thing i had
my safe haven that i reached to
my own revelation
who was to say what i should or should not have done
when in the end it brought me peace and quietness
it was a silence so serene
it was something that i sought for all my life
— Y.H.
stigma,
gentle fervor.
Jul 15, 2019
Jul 15, 2019 at 11:44 PM UTC
i was happy, in a very sad way
but i was happy
happiness is still happiness
who is to tell me what was right and what was wrong
it was everything i had in that moment
it was all that i had
the only thing i had
and i used it to my advantage
it made me miserable
and i was indeed filled with shame then
for what i was to do
to the people around me
but please,
remember it was the only thing i had
my safe haven that i reached to
my own revelation
who was to say what i should or should not have done
when in the end it brought me peace and quietness
it was a silence so serene
it was something that i sought for all my life
— Y.H.
stigma,
gentle fervor.
it was inevitable.
it was a break i needed
to end everything once and for all.
(c) Y.H.
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