My body
My body gets looked at, talked about, shamed.
My body doesn't fit comfortably in an airline seat and my body keeps getting fatter.
My body offends and disgusts you.
My body absorbs the blows.
the shocks
it reverberates
the ripples
Take in more food.
EAT.
no one loves you.
no one ever could.
you're too FAT.
too hideous.
unlovable
So, I abuse my body.
I hurt it.
give it more. move it less.
It grows, my own self-loathing grows.
Like water to a plant.
Your gaze and comments like the sun
My body continues to sprout.
upwards
outwards
all aroundwards
Making it harder to fit.
harder to move.
harder to Be.
I wish they loved my body, maybe I could have too.
Maybe I could have too.
Sep 23, 2020
Sep 23, 2020 at 10:45 AM UTC
My body
My body gets looked at, talked about, shamed.
My body doesn't fit comfortably in an airline seat and my body keeps getting fatter.
My body offends and disgusts you.
My body absorbs the blows.
the shocks
it reverberates
the ripples
Take in more food.
EAT.
no one loves you.
no one ever could.
you're too FAT.
too hideous.
unlovable
So, I abuse my body.
I hurt it.
give it more. move it less.
It grows, my own self-loathing grows.
Like water to a plant.
Your gaze and comments like the sun
My body continues to sprout.
upwards
outwards
all aroundwards
Making it harder to fit.
harder to move.
harder to Be.
I wish they loved my body, maybe I could have too.
Maybe I could have too.