I've got my eyes closed,
Those images are close.
Tangible, dressed in work clothes.
I haven't taken any dose,
Yet, demons cast dark temptations:
"Come for your incoronation".
I politely refuse and say: "Go in to damnation."
I won't oblige your aberration.
Is this in my imagination?
I don't want to suffer, I just want to supper.
A dark cloud, a night sky and one die
I'm up high. Roll, ah shoot.... the five,
Looking down: "Not this time. Don't dive."
Arrows pointing nine.
My inner child is holding my hand.
A face with no expression, "How can..?"
An empty vessel, numb again.
He won't let go. "Kid, leave me alone".
I blink an eye. He's gone. I go dennied.
Left alone, alright.
Give me the pain, I will train and awaken.
For my soul has love, and is vacant.
The fight is still on, this life will be long.
And this cross I carry, just a log
Slow walk, pulled back by a warthog
I can still carry, give me then pain to marry.
Never a good reason, committed self-treason.
Vowed to never stop, but the pain will always pop
Black paint, jagged chain.. I ought,
I'll be as wise as Thoth.
Jan 10
Jan 10, 2026 at 5:27 PM UTC
I've got my eyes closed,
Those images are close.
Tangible, dressed in work clothes.
I haven't taken any dose,
Yet, demons cast dark temptations:
"Come for your incoronation".
I politely refuse and say: "Go in to damnation."
I won't oblige your aberration.
Is this in my imagination?
I don't want to suffer, I just want to supper.
A dark cloud, a night sky and one die
I'm up high. Roll, ah shoot.... the five,
Looking down: "Not this time. Don't dive."
Arrows pointing nine.
My inner child is holding my hand.
A face with no expression, "How can..?"
An empty vessel, numb again.
He won't let go. "Kid, leave me alone".
I blink an eye. He's gone. I go dennied.
Left alone, alright.
Give me the pain, I will train and awaken.
For my soul has love, and is vacant.
The fight is still on, this life will be long.
And this cross I carry, just a log
Slow walk, pulled back by a warthog
I can still carry, give me then pain to marry.
Never a good reason, committed self-treason.
Vowed to never stop, but the pain will always pop
Black paint, jagged chain.. I ought,
I'll be as wise as Thoth.
