Perhaps I should
Not go into details
So I won't.
Just that . . .
In six months
My father
did more damage
to me.
Than my entire
Rest of my life
Combined.
Thank God
he did not raise me.
I would have perished.
Only that six months
that still rages like a forest fire
In the calm forest
Where I abide.
We all have problems
With our parents
But he is very perverse
By anyone's standards.
How many people
Start a *** cult?
And then invite
their 11 year old daughter
To come visit?
So I left my mother
Who had sole custody.
What a bad mistake.
I was only eleven.
Mistakes are allowed.
Gullibility is expected.
"Grooming" is not recognized,
for what it is.
I only hang on now
Based upon the
Magnetism
Of genes shared.
A few emails per month
He in total denial
But that's not rare.
I guess it's best
To not say anything else.
There is too much
to say.
And it happened
Forty years ago.
I have found new fathers
In my life.
That's good enough.
At my age
I am not seeking out any fathers
But did seek them out
For two decades.
That's over with.
~Arianna Elise Darshani
Sep 8, 2015
Sep 8, 2015 at 11:15 AM UTC
Perhaps I should
Not go into details
So I won't.
Just that . . .
In six months
My father
did more damage
to me.
Than my entire
Rest of my life
Combined.
Thank God
he did not raise me.
I would have perished.
Only that six months
that still rages like a forest fire
In the calm forest
Where I abide.
We all have problems
With our parents
But he is very perverse
By anyone's standards.
How many people
Start a *** cult?
And then invite
their 11 year old daughter
To come visit?
So I left my mother
Who had sole custody.
What a bad mistake.
I was only eleven.
Mistakes are allowed.
Gullibility is expected.
"Grooming" is not recognized,
for what it is.
I only hang on now
Based upon the
Magnetism
Of genes shared.
A few emails per month
He in total denial
But that's not rare.
I guess it's best
To not say anything else.
There is too much
to say.
And it happened
Forty years ago.
I have found new fathers
In my life.
That's good enough.
At my age
I am not seeking out any fathers
But did seek them out
For two decades.
That's over with.
~Arianna Elise Darshani
