My eyes
are burning right now
but the tears are empty inside
fragile as glass
they hit my cheek and they shatter
into a million diamonds,
WHY?
must you always be the thorn that's
painfully, stuck in, my side?
and WHY?
must you always betray me
and promise me that you are shy
or I should say innocent
is there ever an end to the
argument of the hemorrhage
the hemorrhage of
"I'm sorry I lied"
I NEVER WANNA HEAR YOU AGAIN!
HEAR YOU SAY "SORRY I LIED!"
and now that I know who
you've changed me to
inside
these shards of glass forever lost,
haunt my wounds in my skin,
and the deeper they sink
the more they confirm
its your pride.
to add insult to injury
they make me able to feel
however its only temporary
some would even call it
some-times
while my "face" is left bleeding at the thought of how
carefully designed
the thought itself is
to remind me how
this is metacommunication,
but i know you dont believe me,
it really wasn't up to me,
and you'll never leave me
I swear it wasn't me!
I swear it wasn't me!
I swear it wasn't me!
I swear it was
all
up
to
my
MIND!
MIND!
MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIND!
but i tried
and my heart will break and subside,
pouring and/or spilling like acid
I swear
it's just like
the red sea
except a crimson river
filled with sin
parted way way back,
since biblical times.
and you my dear
will forever be
men-a-cing
menacing
a thorn in my side
forever a scar in the memory of
forever a scar in the memory of my mind
repeated over again so as to make sure that
I will never find
that the real reason why
I can never decide
is because you never wanted me to
you only wanted happiness however,
and as you walked away you said, "I'm sorry to you"
you said, "I'm sorry i lied...
we could spend forever pointing fingers
ending up with nothing every single time
you said two wrongs will never make a right"
but there's no such thing as right and wrong
there's only how you feel inside
you said, "I'm sorry i lied... I'm sorry you cried
its just that
I forgot to mention this one little aspect
where i only care about me..
myself...
and I.
I!!!!!!
I!!!!!!
ME!, MYSELF!, AND I!!!!!!!!!
Apr 23, 2011
Apr 23, 2011 at 10:35 AM UTC
My eyes
are burning right now
but the tears are empty inside
fragile as glass
they hit my cheek and they shatter
into a million diamonds,
WHY?
must you always be the thorn that's
painfully, stuck in, my side?
and WHY?
must you always betray me
and promise me that you are shy
or I should say innocent
is there ever an end to the
argument of the hemorrhage
the hemorrhage of
"I'm sorry I lied"
I NEVER WANNA HEAR YOU AGAIN!
HEAR YOU SAY "SORRY I LIED!"
and now that I know who
you've changed me to
inside
these shards of glass forever lost,
haunt my wounds in my skin,
and the deeper they sink
the more they confirm
its your pride.
to add insult to injury
they make me able to feel
however its only temporary
some would even call it
some-times
while my "face" is left bleeding at the thought of how
carefully designed
the thought itself is
to remind me how
this is metacommunication,
but i know you dont believe me,
it really wasn't up to me,
and you'll never leave me
I swear it wasn't me!
I swear it wasn't me!
I swear it wasn't me!
I swear it was
all
up
to
my
MIND!
MIND!
MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIND!
but i tried
and my heart will break and subside,
pouring and/or spilling like acid
I swear
it's just like
the red sea
except a crimson river
filled with sin
parted way way back,
since biblical times.
and you my dear
will forever be
men-a-cing
menacing
a thorn in my side
forever a scar in the memory of
forever a scar in the memory of my mind
repeated over again so as to make sure that
I will never find
that the real reason why
I can never decide
is because you never wanted me to
you only wanted happiness however,
and as you walked away you said, "I'm sorry to you"
you said, "I'm sorry i lied...
we could spend forever pointing fingers
ending up with nothing every single time
you said two wrongs will never make a right"
but there's no such thing as right and wrong
there's only how you feel inside
you said, "I'm sorry i lied... I'm sorry you cried
its just that
I forgot to mention this one little aspect
where i only care about me..
myself...
and I.
I!!!!!!
I!!!!!!
ME!, MYSELF!, AND I!!!!!!!!!
1/3/2011 Samir Shahrestan
*Was originally written as a song- From A Silent Cryptic Basement
