I walk
With a wooden smile
Simple to the crowd
Almost believable.
I cut myself
Where people cannot see
What horrors
I have done to myself.
I scream
For a minute
Then I laugh
For a minute.
I do not know
how to stop
The need to jump
Out of a moving car.
I try to control myself
I surround myself with people
I take my medications
I try to dance it off.
I get mad
When people do not know
How to help me
When I do not myself.
When I dance
I begin to see the truth
Only then I realize
I am only human.
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 5:38 PM UTC
I walk
With a wooden smile
Simple to the crowd
Almost believable.
I cut myself
Where people cannot see
What horrors
I have done to myself.
I scream
For a minute
Then I laugh
For a minute.
I do not know
how to stop
The need to jump
Out of a moving car.
I try to control myself
I surround myself with people
I take my medications
I try to dance it off.
I get mad
When people do not know
How to help me
When I do not myself.
When I dance
I begin to see the truth
Only then I realize
I am only human.