sometimes...
you are a noose around my neck
strangling
suffocating
terrifying
sometimes...
you are like a single
terrifying entity
an octopus emerging from the deep
seeking me out
tentacles constantly moving
testing
embracing
stinging
clinging
you are beautiful
but so hungry
your arms cover me
******* at my life force
d r a i n i n g me.
i want to help you
but i am so small
compared to your greatness
...i am surrounded.
sometimes...
individuals separate
and between gaping breathes
dangling from the noose
or glimpses between
the great mass of tentacles
i see one alone
afraid
on the edge of the abyss
or a rare
bright eyed spirit
challenging
brilliant
i reach
grasp around the wrists
and we hold tight to each other
sometimes...
you grow to my height
you look into my eyes
and teach me
you see my struggles
my fear
and you teach and learn as i do
and I revel in you
sometimes....
i worry.
at your indifference.
at your disrespect.
at your unwillingness to help.
at your lack of empathy.
at your unwillingness to learn.
sometimes...
i see in you
every burst of sunlight
every hope of humanity
every drop of my love
always...
i see a being of light
deserving of respect
of love
of safety and protection
a mind of intelligence
churning with ideas
bursting with creative energy
always...
i give you my everything.
Jun 10, 2013
Jun 10, 2013 at 12:39 AM UTC
sometimes...
you are a noose around my neck
strangling
suffocating
terrifying
sometimes...
you are like a single
terrifying entity
an octopus emerging from the deep
seeking me out
tentacles constantly moving
testing
embracing
stinging
clinging
you are beautiful
but so hungry
your arms cover me
******* at my life force
d r a i n i n g me.
i want to help you
but i am so small
compared to your greatness
...i am surrounded.
sometimes...
individuals separate
and between gaping breathes
dangling from the noose
or glimpses between
the great mass of tentacles
i see one alone
afraid
on the edge of the abyss
or a rare
bright eyed spirit
challenging
brilliant
i reach
grasp around the wrists
and we hold tight to each other
sometimes...
you grow to my height
you look into my eyes
and teach me
you see my struggles
my fear
and you teach and learn as i do
and I revel in you
sometimes....
i worry.
at your indifference.
at your disrespect.
at your unwillingness to help.
at your lack of empathy.
at your unwillingness to learn.
sometimes...
i see in you
every burst of sunlight
every hope of humanity
every drop of my love
always...
i see a being of light
deserving of respect
of love
of safety and protection
a mind of intelligence
churning with ideas
bursting with creative energy
always...
i give you my everything.
