it's weird to be afraid of yourself,
to be afraid of who you are
i'm always trying to change myself,
make myself that much better
i'm always struggling to see,
who I am or attempting to be
i never seem to figure it out
i always fear, I always doubt
always regretting my regret
blaming others for what I forget
and that's not right
that I'm so god ****** doubtful of my decisions
was that the right thing to say
did I do that the right way
should I go or should I stay
should I throw it all away
these are the questions I'm afraid of
the fact I ask these
the fact I actually answer these
with some dumb decision
that I'm not really sure of
unless it's against me
separating I from we
making myself a victim of imagination
created a home full of confrontation
and the lies I told were the worst
all those bubbles I had to burst
and there is still so much left
i wish I just got up and left
and that's my fear day by day
asking me to throw it all away
w.j.w.k
Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 4:19 AM UTC
it's weird to be afraid of yourself,
to be afraid of who you are
i'm always trying to change myself,
make myself that much better
i'm always struggling to see,
who I am or attempting to be
i never seem to figure it out
i always fear, I always doubt
always regretting my regret
blaming others for what I forget
and that's not right
that I'm so god ****** doubtful of my decisions
was that the right thing to say
did I do that the right way
should I go or should I stay
should I throw it all away
these are the questions I'm afraid of
the fact I ask these
the fact I actually answer these
with some dumb decision
that I'm not really sure of
unless it's against me
separating I from we
making myself a victim of imagination
created a home full of confrontation
and the lies I told were the worst
all those bubbles I had to burst
and there is still so much left
i wish I just got up and left
and that's my fear day by day
asking me to throw it all away
w.j.w.k
this one is very aggressive
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