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I feel like a creep. It's been months since I kissed you, And then you two got together, And I swear, I'm happy for you... But I can't help but wonder. I wonder why You kissed me back. Why you held my face, And slid on top of me. I wonder why you kissed Down my neck Over and over. It felt like hours. I wonder why I was so gentle. Why your hair felt nice On my fingertips, And your hips felt nice In my hands. On my waist. I wonder why I tried to hold you afterwards. Why you pushed me away, And said we needed sleep. I didn't get any. I wonder why I couldn't talk the morning after. Why I felt so ***** And you seemed so cold. I wonder why I couldn't look you in the eyes Outside of the dark Basement. I wonder why I was so mad. Why you were dating him And not me. I wonder why I felt sick To my stomach. I wonder why I stopped being mad. Why I just felt empty And wanted to be slutty. I wonder why I was so worried About you being the last person I kissed... But not being yours. I wonder why I kiss her So gently. Why I am so soft-lipped When she asks for teeth. I wonder why I'm so shy around her And can't look at her after. I wonder why I think of you. Why her hips feel so light In my hands And my fingers reach for more... They come up empty. I swear, I am happy for you. I swear, I am happy. But... I wonder.
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Dec 5, 2016
Dec 5, 2016 at 1:50 PM UTC
I Wonder
I feel like a creep. It's been months since I kissed you, And then you two got together, And I swear, I'm happy for you... But I can't help but wonder. I wonder why You kissed me back. Why you held my face, And slid on top of me. I wonder why you kissed Down my neck Over and over. It felt like hours. I wonder why I was so gentle. Why your hair felt nice On my fingertips, And your hips felt nice In my hands. On my waist. I wonder why I tried to hold you afterwards. Why you pushed me away, And said we needed sleep. I didn't get any. I wonder why I couldn't talk the morning after. Why I felt so ***** And you seemed so cold. I wonder why I couldn't look you in the eyes Outside of the dark Basement. I wonder why I was so mad. Why you were dating him And not me. I wonder why I felt sick To my stomach. I wonder why I stopped being mad. Why I just felt empty And wanted to be slutty. I wonder why I was so worried About you being the last person I kissed... But not being yours. I wonder why I kiss her So gently. Why I am so soft-lipped When she asks for teeth. I wonder why I'm so shy around her And can't look at her after. I wonder why I think of you. Why her hips feel so light In my hands And my fingers reach for more... They come up empty. I swear, I am happy for you. I swear, I am happy. But... I wonder.
#regret#gay#friend#wonder#unrequited#kissing#lgbt#lesbian
amanda-newby
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Dec 5, 2016
Dec 5, 2016 at 1:50 PM UTC
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