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U upset Found me smoking When i smoke I am feel free I am above my fears I feel happy You understand but fear addiction I say i control the supstance It dont control me I sound like a drug addict Convincing people your not an addict I cannot do this alone I scream in my head An extrovert not speaking I need help I am drowning I fear I ooze with fear But skillfully hide behind well rehearsed pretence Differant persona Each unique for its audience Only one audience no show for My true self You givd good advice Go see head doctor Pray more Dont think to much Its not my mind Im a prisoner of my unhealed emotions I go through list of potential surrogates Non qualifies as allie Only the true god
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Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 9:47 AM UTC
2017.10.07.4
U upset Found me smoking When i smoke I am feel free I am above my fears I feel happy You understand but fear addiction I say i control the supstance It dont control me I sound like a drug addict Convincing people your not an addict I cannot do this alone I scream in my head An extrovert not speaking I need help I am drowning I fear I ooze with fear But skillfully hide behind well rehearsed pretence Differant persona Each unique for its audience Only one audience no show for My true self You givd good advice Go see head doctor Pray more Dont think to much Its not my mind Im a prisoner of my unhealed emotions I go through list of potential surrogates Non qualifies as allie Only the true god
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karin-naude
South African
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 9:47 AM UTC
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