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I cant tell if you love me and I don't think that you really need me maybe its because your the first guy who hasn't pressured me for his own wants And I don't know If I love you. It hurts me if I do and it took me this long to contemplate my own curled and entangled thoughts. I know every morning I pray that you will think of me but I just can't see me with you I think I am afraid of comitment and devoid of attachment but how I plea with my heart to say you and only you. I want to be in love in the spring I want you to see my face in the flowers I want to hear your voice in a warm breeze I want you to need me. Some times I can't tell if you even think I'm pretty. Every guy who has asked me to... I hope that you relize that I don't mean to hurt you, at times I think that it would be better for you to forget me I want to love you but I can't tell if I want you or the attention that you give me. I feel horrible for this all. Like I'm using you because you enthrall with my deepest desire to be yearned  for.
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Apr 25, 2025
Apr 25, 2025 at 5:01 PM UTC
Yearning
I cant tell if you love me and I don't think that you really need me maybe its because your the first guy who hasn't pressured me for his own wants And I don't know If I love you. It hurts me if I do and it took me this long to contemplate my own curled and entangled thoughts. I know every morning I pray that you will think of me but I just can't see me with you I think I am afraid of comitment and devoid of attachment but how I plea with my heart to say you and only you. I want to be in love in the spring I want you to see my face in the flowers I want to hear your voice in a warm breeze I want you to need me. Some times I can't tell if you even think I'm pretty. Every guy who has asked me to... I hope that you relize that I don't mean to hurt you, at times I think that it would be better for you to forget me I want to love you but I can't tell if I want you or the attention that you give me. I feel horrible for this all. Like I'm using you because you enthrall with my deepest desire to be yearned  for.
I hope he sees that I really don't mean to hurt him.
#longing#yearning#complicated#love
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N1tzasw0rld
17/F/United States
Apr 25, 2025
Apr 25, 2025 at 5:01 PM UTC
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